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When does it end?

Unpacked stocks, dressed stiff mannequins, curry puffs.
That gay interview with my girls, MOS burger and hmmmmm.
And lastly, a beer for me.
Bus eighty.

I feel utterly depressed today. Got myself thinking way too back. Damn it.

How should I carry on. Is it so hard to just look forward?

Same Mistakes..
So the world turning in my sheets and once again, I cannot sleep .
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.

Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy, does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.

And so I sent some men to fight, And one came back at dead of night.
said he'd seen my enemy. Said "he looked just like me",
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again.

And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep,
and my reflection troubles me, so here I go.

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake.

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again.


Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street,
Look at the stars. Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.


with you.

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8 Comments:

Blogger ~stArlitE~ said...

keep the entries coming.

somehow, i can relate to yr thoughts. hmm. which isnt a v good sign.

take care!

shimin jie

11:04 PM  
Blogger Jols :) said...

hahaha. yup, you're just like my sister still :) you know me. thanks for caring anyway <3

12:01 AM  
Blogger ~stArlitE~ said...

can relate cos i am feeling the same way as well. i hate tt kind of feeling. dont you too?

heh. i think we belong to the EMO species. tsk.

shimin jie

12:59 AM  
Blogger Jols :) said...

hahahas. i guess so too, emo plus the emotional. sighhhh. i wish i was much happier, it's just hard. my happiness is so superficial. :( i hope you feel better too sis :)

1:33 AM  
Blogger ~stArlitE~ said...

yeah yeah. same lar. sometimes i fake a smile, fake as if im happy. but deep down inside, i feel like shit sometimes. hahs.

feel better? sometimes lor. but sometimes it just GETS into you on and off. and i feel helpless everytime.

shimin jie

10:59 PM  
Blogger Jols :) said...

hahah same. why do we feel like so damn miserable? lol. seemingly uncany isn't it. sigh. yup i feel like shit now too. dangs.

12:06 AM  
Blogger ~stArlitE~ said...

yes. totally. we have 2 miserable sisters here.

someone save us from this misery. maybe god will.

where have our truthful smile gone to?

1:20 PM  
Blogger Jols :) said...

hahah i think we are made to make each other happy :D ahahahs. you just did. hahaha. thanks for caring. hahaha. the misery is at least shared yeah?

2:30 PM  

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